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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
11:33 pm
I added most of you guys, so add my new journal!

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4:42 pm
So I'll probably be updated quite a bit in the near future.

I'm gonna be M.I.A. for a while. I will write about it more in my new journal. I need a new start. As nerdy as I am, I think that it would help to make a new livejournal. I am doing this as we speak, and I will be making it friends only, so if I add you, you better add me back!!
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9:45 am

...I'm bored.
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7:53 am
We're all bourgeois now.
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Monday, April 24th, 2006
7:53 am
P.S. I love this girl...
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7:47 am
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Friday, April 21st, 2006
1:34 pm
Just the smell of the summer can make me fall in love
You continue to live and love while I isolate myself and deteriorate.

I do want him to be happy.

That's love.
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Thursday, April 20th, 2006
12:59 pm
...as though I don't have a right to be upset...
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Monday, April 17th, 2006
9:08 pm
So while Emmet has been gone, I've been working day and night on his homework for him.
I'm making a pinata for him that I guess he was really stressed about before he left for Chile...
I'm starting to feel really resentful. I can't even count the amount of time, and events that I have missed while I've been working on this fucking thing. And all the while I'm imagining him having a great time with Eliza, while I sit at home and do work for him....
But I still continue to do it, and I hope that he likes it...
This is what I have so far:

And this is how much more I have to do:

mmm...I don't mean to complain...I adore the boy and hope he's having a good time. He deserves it.
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8:53 am
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Sunday, April 16th, 2006
8:02 am
Insomnia update.

A little better than the night before.
I'm starting to feel weird again.

At least things are going back to normal.

I'm stressed out.

I've spent the last couple days doing Emmet's homework for him. He has this huge pinata thing that he has to do, so I told him I'd do it for him while he was in Chile.
Emmet is a huge perfectionist, and wanted the pinata covered in little balls of tissue paper...and I mean little.
so I've seriously spent the last couple days working on this god damned Calvin pinata (from Calvin and Hobbes).
I will take pictures of it when I get a chance, it actually looks really good.

[hail Eris]
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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
4:39 am
The bout with insomnia
The insomnia has returned...
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Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
9:22 pm
I'm back.

I don't know how cleared my head really is, but it was refreshing to get away.

I seriously took 247 pictures, but I picked and chose my favorites to show.

I took a thousand of the beach, and I got some really great shotsCollapse )
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Saturday, April 8th, 2006
11:08 pm
thebl0odn1nja (11:06:34 PM): i.. i love you. basically if i could have 3 wishes one of them would be for tori to be happy.

Devin. You. Are. The. Greatest.


...I don't deserve you.
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10:28 pm
I leave tomorrow.
I tried to save this lobster today at Albertsons...and my mom took a picture.

I'm leaving.

Everything here is a reminder.

This is lame.

I'm lame.

Heh. I just found my straight edge Valentine...Collapse )
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Thursday, April 6th, 2006
8:00 pm
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Saturday, April 1st, 2006
2:21 pm



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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
7:46 am
Our show this Saturday is going to be amazing. I'm so excited!!!
Everyone should go. I don't have the flyers yet, but it's at the Eagles Hall. $5.
Awesome bands will be there.
Most awesome of all...!!!the Collision Theory!!!

Today I am going to go hang out with Kayla after school so I can learn the dance routine for our Hip Hop class (I was gone a lot and missed out a bunch), and then Emmet and I are going to write lyrics [and make love...just kidding...] until I hafta go to dance.
God I love that boy.

♥♥♥And speaking of love. I love this girl, and I fucking miss her, we used to be best friends and then she hated me, and I hated her, but I still love her because love like that doesn't just fucking disappear, and it still makes me want to beat people up when they make her sad. She doesn't deserve that.
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Monday, March 27th, 2006
10:07 am
My mom left me this note this morning...

Everyone around me keeps warning me. What am I supposed to do? I really am in too far now. I'm going to hurt, and most likely end up hating. But I guess I'll just live in the now...for now?
I'm confused, and I have every right to be.

He holds my hand. I call him boy and he calls megirlCollapse )
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Sunday, March 26th, 2006
5:17 pm

hahaha...yeah. Ian and I are best buds.

Things are better than when I last updated. Last night was comforting.
All is well...for now.

[I'm setting myself up for heartbreak.]
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